on Friday, September 12, 2003
//Listening to Michael Buble's Put your head on my shoulder//
Feeling like a loser. I really feel like a big sinner. I have no one that i can confide. Many people might think what i am saying is just a load of crap or passing remark. Sigh. Guess no one takes me seriously. I try to explain things but people just dont seem to understand what i am saying. Someday i wish someone will rescue me. Most of the days, i just close my doors and cry. Pathetic huh......
I dont know who to turn to. I know im not perfect but i didnt know that im such a bad person. Everything i do is wrong. Maybe i should just find a cave somewhere and hide since i bring people so much unhappiness. Yup its always me. Ha ha! Its all me me me me.
Carina
11:43:00 PM