on Thursday, December 30, 2004
While i was watching the coast line of Singapore from the plane window a few hours ago, im just felt glad to be back home. However, for many folks all over the affected countries from the Asian Quake, their coastlines probably dont look the same as mine.
Who would have thought of such devastation that Mother Nature could have brought on. The images and news reports are giving me a chilling flashback to 9/11 and Iraq war. Except this time, it is not man self destruction. It is a warning that there are forces bigger than us out there.
So people, take some time off and spend it with your family and friends. Be thankful we are alive. Treat each other with love and respect.
Please kindly help to donate money if you can or any clothings, medications and etc
Donations info: www.redcross.org.sg
Carina
10:59:00 PM
on Monday, December 27, 2004
After 3 days of Junk Fooding., im back. Still suffering from the post traumatic stress. LOL
So Christmas Eve was spectacular i should say. Good Food, lovely family and friends . That wasnt a bad combination.
Im just gonna make this real short since i have to leave for the airport in ten mins.
Played some games. Sherry won lotsa prizes. Dang girl! You need to take it easy and give others a chance next time. LOL Chatted with lotsa relatives. What can i say? I love em! And ate junk with the girls until im sick. Im still sick.
Sick+ Terrorist Alert+ Thailand+ Tidal Waves Alert+ Hot Weather = Disaster in the making AKA ME!
Yan, Pls dont give birth until i come back. LOL I wanna be here when my god daughter is born.
Qi, Dont miss me too much k? I will see u too when i come back. Hey we need to fix a date for the cruise and Sentosa Chalet with Hui and Ronald.
Sorry Vaz.. im so so busy. Will sms you when i get back.
Caelis... hmmm Nuff said u bastard! Awww i love you too bcos i know u love me more! LOL
Girls, see u on the 31st and no more junk fooding! I cant take it!
Love always and peace.
Since its Xmas and people should always tell the truth,
I love you too Winnie. As a sister, thank you for always being there for me. As a friend, thank you for always putting up my crap. I will continue to boss and push you around next year and thank you again when christmas is near. LOL
* feels the strangling*
TIll then, tra la la la la la~
Carina
6:16:00 PM
on Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Pretty in pink aye? Look at her chubby cheeks. We had a fun time on Saturday. I felt like a kid all over again. We were running around and singing songs. This lil girl has so much vibe and energy. She is curious about everything and wanna touch them all. We were at Seiyu and she tried to put on sunglasses and ran around the store, pretending that she was shopping. Holding clothes to herself and looking at me like " Hey does it look good on me??" LOL " No, Reyna dear, they are a tab dreary on you. Lets go try something else." Off she ran again.
Carina
11:22:00 PM
This lil' princess was at the new shop for the first time. She was standing against the wall and it took plenty of coaxing for her to smile but to no valid. I was getting tired and suddenly, she just decided to flash her pearlies.
Carina
11:17:00 PM
Thought i will give all the girls an early Christmas gift ;). I love this pic. Black and white, stylish with attitude. Did i mention that i love side profiles? He He!
Carina
11:14:00 PM
on Friday, December 17, 2004
So i am finally sitting down and organising my thoughts.
This few days has been tiring but pretty fun. Car is finally CAR EXHAUST. HA HA HA. I have to be lame. That is the only way to amuse myself at 0830 in the office. On my day off from school. Oh boy. *yawnz*
So what have i been doing?
Recap.
Saturday, met up with the girls. Yeah you know who you are. :P Got some dinner and exchanged our Christmas list. The funniest part was when Win and me laughed out loud when we got the list. I know now that when i am narrating it, it doesnt tickle you at all. I apologise. I could be wittier and cornier about it but im strapped of energy at the moment. *yawns again*
We headed to Spinelli's after and seriously, the drinks sucked. Sorry gals. Totally not worth it. After the mini chat and gossip session, we proceeded to the train station for home. While i was waiting for the train, Ally and Jessie were at Coffee Club and what a coincidence! Hence, i joined them for drinks and later some rosemary chicken at 3am in the morning! LOL I was so glad to see Jess since i hadnt seen her for a long time. That girl went to Australia for studies. So 3 girls crapping and yakking away till the wee hours of morning.
Sunday... attended a very boring birthday party. Thank god for my cousin, Long, to entertain me. He is one of of the guys who is always kind and patient. karen, you are a lucky woman! I still remember going to the States to visit them when i was a kid. Damn.. its been so many years already. Anyways he bought my neices and nephews, Rachel, Dalton and Tashay. Little Tashay is so cute! I just wanna pinch her cheeks. *virtual pinch*
Monday and Tuesday were spent at work. I really hoped the work will pay off.
Thursday, Thanks to Ting, i got a job! Well it was for one day. Nevertheless, what an experience. "Carina, stand straight. Straighten your blouse. " LOL I guess i wasnt very natural in front of the camera. He he.. you see, im a little shy. Maybe i am just too critical but i wish that i could done better. Just wanna do a good job. Hope the pictures will turn out alright. Thanks Tingz for the opportunity! :d
Met Qiqi for dinner. We went to a new Japanese Restaurant. I cant remember the name clearly. Ichiban Boshi or something. Anyways their sushi menu is really innovative. I love it! Although some of the Ala Carte stuff are more expensive but thumbs up for originality! Crispy Lobster Salad! Wo hoo! Love it! Then Qi and me did something really unbelievable. We spent 3 hours battling crowd at Takashimaya since i wanted to get some Christmas prizes for the party. I couldnt breathe. The mall was packed like sardines! But we managed to get everything done and headed for some drinks. We also spent a good 30 mins at Centerpoint's Cold Storage laughing like maniacs. LOL I love you Qi! She is really a great friend. Thank god she dragged me to Tioman. Thank god she always drag me to sun tan. Thank god, she is always there when i want to yell at some one. LOl You get the idea. Love her to bits. So girl , if you really do go to Australia with Kenneth, i am going to miss you alot alot alot! I will huggles you to death. He he.
So here i am now. 0922. Feeling sleepy. Ta da ta!
P/S G, Im not a naughty girl! LOL I just like to sit on Santa's Lap. *bleah @ u*
Carina
8:40:00 AM
on Monday, December 06, 2004
Looks like this week is gonna be another busy week. I miss Phuture! I miss clubbing! I miss drinking senselessly. LOL
Qi, im sorry you felt bad over your work. Think of the bonus and that smile when you quit in Mar. :) Hang in there. *hugs*
Gladys.. Party world at Civic is opened! LOL Lets go!
Yan... yeah yeah yeah, you would be busy soon enough. :P
Vaz, sorry about the change of plans. We will get to do the movie thing soon. :)
Dradra! You have yet to give me your address!!! Nuttie head! *kicks your arse in the KD forum!*
Carina
1:26:00 PM
on Saturday, December 04, 2004
I am starting to think that it wouldnt be hard for me to live the life of Paris Hilton. Except for the home made sex tapes. I dont know why on earth people wanna tape it down. Just to see themselves in action? What was Paris thinking? Rick Salomon wasnt even cute. He is just a horny, sick pervert! And he is married to Shannon Doherty. Geez. Come on Paris. Even Tinkerbelle is better than that trashy ass. Yes i know the name of her dog and all because i have been secretly watching " The Simple Life" reruns. I didnt tell anyone because im terrified of the endless mocking. But hey.. if she could fuck that sorry loser, i guess it isnt such a big deal to let everyone know that im a sucker for "reality" shows where spoilt rich brats trying to rough it out in small town.
Now if im Paris Hilton, i could have endless cash to spend. Thats really the perk. But hell! I wanna fit into every trashy outfit that i could find.
But then, i am not Paris. So today when i went shopping, i had to think really hard on what to buy. My mom said that im a spendthrift. No shit. Everytime i see something i want, i would think about it until its in my hands. No kidding. Sigh. Damn.
So for this Christmas, i wish for more money and cuter guys to screw. Thank you Santa.
Carina
11:50:00 PM
on Thursday, December 02, 2004
Someone.. please gag me. Really. Just gag me.
Or just give me some shot that will numb me.
They say that behind every successful man, there is always a supportive woman. So i guess behind every successful woman, there is a supportive man.
Unfortunately, i am not successful. Neither do i have a supportive man behind my back. You see, the men in my house are well.... let me think of nicer ways to put it. No i cant find any. They are just Male Chauvinist pigs. Mega MCPs.
Dont make any mistakes, i love them. I mean i love my family but seriously, the MCP-ness is really driving me nuts. Dont i deserve a say? Dont i deserve to be hear out?
I am tired. I really am. I can feel myself cringing, " You know what Carina? Fuck this. You are never gonna please everyone. You are never gonna be the perfect daughter that they want. Why the fuck are you trying so hard for? ". I repeated that to myself countless times but it failed. Always. Never worked once. So what the hell is wrong with me?
Yes, i heard it all before. " Oh, they just want the best for you" etc. But is that really a reason or an excuse?
An hour ago....
X: Those people spent like few hundreds of dollars voting for those idols. That is insane. The teenage girls screaming like that! Insane.
C: That is just the way it works. Even if u dont like XXX, if he won, you would still have to accept it.
X: Chasing idols are crazy.
C: That is just the way it works.
X: If those girls are so free, they should do some housework and see what is there to do. That is more conductive and useful. Those business people behind the whole thing must be so happy to see them going crazy over some idol.
C: But that is business. Its the same thing like Fei Yu Ching. Those aunties are the same way. It is the music industry.
X: But those girls are crazy!
C: Well you cant really judge them like that bcos we all have our own sets of rights and wrongs. *before i could even finished........
X: Okay i dont wanna talk now. Dont want to argue.
C: It is not arguing loh. I am just saying that we should respect....
*AGAIN, before i could even finished......*
X: I dont want to hear it.
*X walks to the kitchen and comes right out...*
X: No point arguing over this kind of things....
C: *silence*
X: *Grumbles about the other parent."
C:*silence*
X: The "other parent" is like shit. Think is the king or queen is it? *blah blah blah*
C: CAN U ALL JUST STOP IT???
X: Yah lah... u just side with the "other parent" ...
C: *silence*
After that...
D: * BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH*
I should have just shut up right from the start. I know. I should have just sit there and not say a word like so many other times before. I just get blamed for everything. If i dont say anything.. then its " Bo hoo! No one in my family talks to me etc". So okay. I will lie. But hey, they dont like it when i lie to them. So tell me! I cant be honest, i cant lie, i cant be quiet! Then just what the fuck they want from me? JUST WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO TO PLEASE EVERYONE???!!!!
I am not those girls who can be just happy being at home and doing housechores. I do my share alright? I clean my room, do my own laundry and fold the clothes for the family when i can. Just because i didnt fold the clothes for 2 days, dont give me the attitude like i owe you your laundry or something alright??!!!
No of course not. Maybe i am just imaginating. Maybe i am just hallucinating the times where you can stand there and "argue" with your other child for hours. Hey thats discussion. Im sure. Serious discussions. But if its me, i "argue".
Yup. I like the other parent more than you. Thats weird because the other parent said i favour you more. So can you tell me what i should do? Sit there and listen to the grumbles of how you hate each other or could you just hand me those window keys? I would be really glad to end it myself.
Carina
10:20:00 PM
