on Friday, January 28, 2005
Its amazing the length that some would go to guilt you into having lunch, dinner or whatever with them. This is so freakin frustrating.
" Hey i am near by, do you wanna eat?"
" No i dont, i just woke up. I will go eat later."
" But i wont be here later."
DOH! No Kidding!
" I just woke up. I am not in the mood of eating."
I hate it when people try to guilt card. What the fuck. I am so mad right now. Asking me to pass messages, do this do that...
You have hands and legs. Do it yourself. My entire life purpose is not there to serve you or be your secretary. Stop fucking guilty people into doing things. I am not 5 anymore.
" Oh yeah you just buy whatever you want. Then i will give you the money."
"ok."
" I am not rich."
Then why the hell do you offer? And what is that supposed to mean? You have been drilling that notion into my head for so long, i already got it. Yes, you are financially strapped. I got the idea. FUck up!
Carina
1:08:00 PM
on Thursday, January 20, 2005
I am sick. Yes, this gal is sick. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *screams*
I got a nose infection probably. I dont know what it is yet. Except that i feel like some one stuck a cork up my nose. READ: CORK. Not COCK. So dont hide behind the computer screen and giggle Ha ha. Because it is so not funny. How would you feel about a imaginary cork sticking up your nose?
Carina
1:56:00 AM
on Sunday, January 16, 2005
Happy 22nd Birthday Ronald! Hope you will be happy and cheerful always. Maybe Man U win always! .. For u anyways.. *not a huge soccer fan like he is* We went to the beach bar and i have to applaud him for choosing friends over soccer this time. *impressed* LOL
Carina
1:38:00 AM
My good friend, Wenqi, and me on our way h ome. She always has a cherry face and my bruised arms were a gift from her when we went to Tioman. LOL
Carina
1:36:00 AM
Went to Fish and Co today to celebrate Ronald's Bday! It wasnt bad. Pretty fun! The resident singer sang him a bday song after we shouted out his name. Poor guy was so embarrased. LOL * SongHui and Me*
Carina
1:35:00 AM
on Saturday, January 15, 2005
Fab Four for a pic! See someone's face flushing like a peach? *ahem* LOL Qing, we missed you that night! Drama Drama Drama! Didnt realise my skirt was so short. Oh boy.:S
Carina
1:12:00 AM
*Note: Picture Cropped* Girls, you know why. ;) Anyways this was taken at Mango pub. The drinks gave me a bloody headache next day. But thanks to MAD for inviting us!
Carina
1:10:00 AM
on Thursday, January 13, 2005
Last week went by in the blink of an eye. I can hardly remember what happened. Drinking, eating, having a major headache, sitting at ALB in the dark ......
This week isnt any better. I could hardly remember stuff that i do anymore. Time is fleeing.
Do i like my life now?
Well, sort of. This year is kinda nice. My god daughter would be born a month from now. So im kinda excited. This year makes another milestone of my life. After a miserable 2 years ( Yes I hate being with you. I dont know why i was with you for so long. Well hmmm i sorta know. It is to wake me up and let me know what kind of person i wanna be and what kind of person i should stay away from. So Thank you Bastard ) Ah... now i feel so much better. Nah i dont like him anymore. I just wanna say out loud my personal closure on that chapter of my life.
I gained some, lost some, hurt some, lived some..
I miss the times that i just go shopping alone, hang out at a bookstore and just hide away.
I have to get myself a photography book. I realised that i really like that.
Things to get:
Sneakers
Digital Camera
A New Phone
Some Vintage Clothes
Black Beads Necklace
Carina
11:01:00 PM
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Carina
1:13:00 AM
on Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Some guys just wont lay off and it makes me really mad sometimes. Sure i love it when the guys i actually fancy (which is kinda tough) ask me out but its infuriating when i have to entertain those people who seem like a lost space ship without a signal. It is making me mad. ARGH.
" Hey its 2005. A brand new year. When do you wanna meet me?"
You just dont get it that if i never want to meet you in 2004, i prolly wouldnt want to see you in 2005.
"Are you free this weekend?"
Maybe. Maybe i will be. Let me see if i have anything else to do. #Clue 1- Means you aint important. Dumber.
"Well you are the one who is always busy." - Well silly ass, its my life. I cant believe this guy. He actually start b itching about my life even though i dont even really know him.
" Well i have a life contrary to common beliefs." -Stupid arse.
" I think i waited long enough to be an old friend." - You are so shallow that you dont even know the meaning of friends? Shame on you and all your fantasy accquitances and so called friends.
" I dont even know you well enough to call you a new friend."- #Clue 2: Listen, if im really into you, you think im not gonna go out with ya? Dumb arse.
" So if you are free this week, would you meet me?"
" I told you i am not sure how my weekend is gonna be."
" I know. Im asking if you can, would you meet me?- What? Preaching? Questioning already? Save it for yourself loser. Oh yeah i dont know you that well and you already think im going to throw away everything and you are OH SO IMPORTANT?
*Silence* Im getting tired of talking to guys who just dont have a clue.
Since when is it legal for him to harrass me like that? He just joined the ranks of those people in Friendster who tried to add me without even knowing me. Sending messages like" Hey How are you? Add me. :)" Take a hike. Dont waste my time.
I dont care if i sound mean or whatever. If it happens to them, they would prolly do the same thing so dont come preaching to me like oh why are you so unfriendly etc. Doh Idiot, there is a reason why i dont wanna add you and thats because i am not interested in people like you.
Oh another whole issue of preaching, if i woke up late and i didnt turn up for class? Well guess what, it is my business. I might be lazy or whatever but that is my choice. And i will pay the full consequences myself. Dont ever preach to me or whatever. I am not a fuckin lil girl and you are fucking not the Pope. So dont act all holy and shit.
Carina
10:16:00 AM
on Sunday, January 02, 2005
What do you do when you cant get what you want?
Do you cry?
Throw a hissy fit?
Yell or scream?
My new year eve plans went well enough. I think we all had a wonderful time. Although we didnt get drunk enough. This is what happens when most of my friends are attached. I am left in the single pool. Not that i mind anyways. I could oogle at guys and drool over them shamelessly. LOL
So anyways, i got a few friends asking me about new year resolutions. They wont work anyways bcos i always dont do what i say so why bother makin them? Right Peter S?
Bored on a Sunday Night. I gotta be more active tomorrow.
Night Yo.
Carina
10:14:00 PM
