on Sunday, October 30, 2005
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down belowwhen you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Carina
10:43:00 PM
And she's buying her Stairway to Heaven.... (f) said:
*gives you a blanket and some chicken soup*
Carina * Sick said:
thanks! your sweet
And she's buying her Stairway to Heaven.... (f) said:
That, I am :D
And she's buying her Stairway to Heaven.... (f) said:
Although it's no wonder that you're sick when I look at pictures of the stuff you eat *lol*
Carina * Sick said:
LOL. Whats wrong with the food? It looks good.
And she's buying her Stairway to Heaven.... (f) said:
Well I can't really call it food.... You just emptied your fridge and mixed it together? :P
Carina * Sick said:
Anything thats edible should be considered food.
And she's buying her Stairway to Heaven.... (f) said:
Yes, that's what I told the waiter when I was eating the menu card...
And the mocking continues. Ha ha. No amount of teasing will deter me from my grub.
Antonio Banderas is amazingly sexy when he speaks in Spanish. Something about foreign languages that fascinate me. Maybe its because i couldnt understand the language and end up conjuring it to mean whatever i want it to be in my head. *Hercules*, you would like him. He has chest hair. LOL!
3 hours to blast off. I have to go to bed.
Carina
2:57:00 AM
on Sunday, October 23, 2005
What comes around goes around. This phrase couldnt be more fitting now. I am down with whatever illness the self proclaimed "gangsta" has. I prolly would have beaten him senseless and start one of our legendary pillowfights just for making me ill. However, we are not even capable of sarcastic come-backs at the moment. If i am feeling whatever he is feeling now, i bet he is not exactly feeling like a million bucks.
What a drastic change. Smiley, rebuttals loaded Carina to a couch ridden, achy me. Im not looking for sympathy. I just wanna whine. The worst thing about being sick is stuck at home with no interesting shows on the telly. Feeling like a totally gross loser comes a close second.
Mommy finally returned from her trip. The poor thing came home after a period of extensive travelling and found herself stuck with 2 sick kids. She is such a trooper though. Taking care of 2 grown whiny adults. If i ever have kids, i hope i can be half the mom she is to me. "Family is all we have." How true.
The godfather gave me a hug before entering the gates. I am so keeping my fingers crossed that he is not feeling the symptoms. He has been looking forward to the trip. It would totally suck if he is sick especially in a foreign country.
Carina
9:30:00 PM
Its just like a Carrie, Mr Big and Napa situation although the ending wont be the same. Sleeping did wonders. My head is clear now. Assignments to battle. Time to focus on the game.
Ok, time to head out. Have a good day y'all.
Carina
10:33:00 AM
on Saturday, October 22, 2005
Perhaps, its an accumulation of mixed emotions i didnt know about for a very long time. Maybe it was because of him or the pictures. I felt a dull and uneasy ache. We have not seen each other for 6 years. Its been way too long and far. He shouldnt remember what i told him before. I shouldnt remember what he said in the past.The frickin ocean should just disappeared. Root of evil. I just have to keep telling myself, " Its all in my head,". It is never easy. Its always a vicious cycle.
One thing lead to another. Argh. That probably triggered the whole panicky state i was in today. Hyperventilating, anxiety attacks? I have no clue.
To the one who had to deal with my neurosis late at night, i am so sorry. I should have known better. I apologised for my ridiculous crap. You really didnt need to hear it nor deal with it especially when you have deadlines to meet. I just got real panicky. I should learn how to deal with it better.
I am truly sorry.I have to learn not to choke. It cant happen again.
Carina
10:53:00 PM
Happy Birthday Daddy!! Thank you so much for being there for us. We love you.
Carina
12:57:00 AM
on Friday, October 21, 2005
Man of the hour:
Home by Michael Buble
Carina
10:25:00 AM
on Wednesday, October 19, 2005
So many things to do. So little time. It is in my nature to work hard (right) and play twice as hard. Which explains why i keep putting off assignments. Ok i have to start reading those thick notes.
When it comes to having fun, i am an E.X.P.E.R.T.
Last week was one hectic palooza. Met up with the lil ones (my younger cousins) for dinner and ktv. Ktving with them was a pleasure. No translations nor eating peanuts all night long. Ha ha! Although the mocking of my terrible ability of reading chinese characters continued*grumbles*, i had a lot of fun with the lovely young ladies. Its real nice that they take the effort to organise. I dont have any sisters but i am fortunate that i got these bunch of girls to fill the shoes.
Oh, i am not sure who did it. Please dont give my number out to your pals, namely, the people i dont know. I am not in need matchmaking services. If i want my number to be broadcasted, i will do it myself. Thank you very much.
Weird things seem to be happening quite frequently nowadays. A shift in Karma? Trains are no longer safe to be engrossed in my own thoughts without disturbance.
A shout out to the angel woman: Good luck for your exams. Try not to pull your hair out. We will play after that.
Carina
10:05:00 PM
Gladys and Joanne. These lil ones did a great job organising the program and venues.
Carina
10:01:00 PM
Sherry and me at dinner.
Carina
9:57:00 PM
These 2 should form a girl group.
Carina
9:51:00 PM
I cant remember what they were arguing about but this picture is a classic!
Carina
9:49:00 PM
The lil ones. Thanks for a great night out!
Carina
9:46:00 PM
Joined the ladies at Club Momo after the whole fiesta with the lil ones. I like clubbing on Ladies' night. Drinks are free. All i have to pay for is the ride home.Such a cheapskate. Housepour at Momo wasnt that great though. I had more than 5 drinks and i felt like i was drinking from a tap. :s Oh well, it was free. Once again, i guess beggers cant be choosers. Ha ha!
Carina
9:23:00 PM
Amanda, Chrystal and me. It was a fun night. The live band was great. According to Ally, they are the same folks who crank it up at the Hardrock Cafe.
Carina
9:12:00 PM
Over the last weekend, my buds and i headed over to Sentosa to enjoy the "Island life". As much as Sentosa tried to promote the island as a getaway from the stressed city, i cant help it but feel that its a bunch of crap. An island that is way commercialised. An island life with MRT? Hah. Unfortunately, being in Singapore means that resources are scarce and consumers are victims of a monopoly market. Still had a fun day though just hanging out with my buds. Where are we going for our next trip? I forgot. :(
Carina
11:45:00 AM
Cosplay at Sentosa. I am not sure if thats its the correct word to use for people dressing up as characters from Anime. Hmmm, Regan, this would totally be your kind of thing. Remember Chairman Mao's uniform at the Anime Convention? Ha ha!
Carina
11:36:00 AM
My bad photography skills. Sorry Ron. :(
Carina
11:31:00 AM
On the way to the beach.
Carina
11:29:00 AM
We were going to hang out at the beach the whole day until we saw this! The newest attraction: Sentosa Luge!! Couldnt resist! A chairlift and a part go kart ride down the hill?? Me like it!
Carina
11:27:00 AM
We wanted to buy the tickets for 3 rides but Ron didnt wanna go so many times so he tried reasoning with us...
Carina
11:24:00 AM
and begging.... When all that didnt work, he turned into Mr Grumpy. But........
Carina
11:23:00 AM
A little consoling from Wenqi.....
Carina
11:21:00 AM
Then he was happy again! ha ha!
Carina
11:19:00 AM
Gearing up for the lift to take us to the start of Luge.
Carina
11:19:00 AM
Hui and me, waiting for our turn.
Carina
11:17:00 AM
The chairlift was so worth it just for the view.
Carina
11:15:00 AM
My slippers almost fell off when a bugger kept nudging my feet.
Carina
11:11:00 AM
Chairlift. I cant wait to do this at a snowcapped ski resort.
Carina
11:06:00 AM
Getting ready to slide down the slopes. It was fun fun fun! I will have no qualms doing it all over and over again!
Carina
11:04:00 AM
Reward for completing the Luge Grand Prix? Ice cream! I am hopeless addicted to those yummy creamy mouthfuls of sin.
Carina
11:02:00 AM
We decided to go for the nature trail to burn the calories from the icecream. Completed with fake dragon tales, skulls and waterfalls. Nature? Yeah right.
Carina
10:59:00 AM
