on Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Nogard Tavern is up! Im going to spam the hell out of that place.. Look out DraDra! Wa ha ha ha!
Carina
1:55:00 PM
on Monday, September 27, 2004
My dear Templus Veritas Mundi,
You guys have been the source of joy and happiness for me for so long. You all have become part of my life. TVM has brought me tons of comfort when im down and i have make so many wonderful friendships and i hope we will continue to be friends for along time. A very big thank you to all of you for enriching my life and a big thanks to Tommy. You brought me in and gave me that chance to be part of something so wonderful.
Carina
11:08:00 PM
on Saturday, September 25, 2004
I had 2 hours of sleep today. *Yawn* Came home at 3am and woke up at 5am for work. And when i logged on to Friendster after a long day and seeing those stupid msgs just got my blood boiled and stomach in stiches. (Not in the respective order i hope :P)
Anyways Friendster users, do you have similar problems? I really really hate some of the msgs sent to me and here are some of them....Im feeling vicious tonight! Wo hoo!
1. hi,can u giv me yor e-mail add.? coz i like be yor fren!
Cannot! Next!
2.Konnichiwa,How are you?I found you thru search ne...Mind getting in touch?
Thank you and im great and will continue to be if you dont touch me. Because i sure as hell dont want to.
3.Halo... how r u? hope 2 hear from u soon... take care..
WWW@yahoo.com.sg :)
You read my profile and what else you want me to say? Hi im fine???!!! Thanks for giving me your email. I will be sure to pass it on to those marketing firms..
4.Harlow there carina, how are you? Great profile you've set up there...care to be pals thats if, if you don't mind? How's your morning thus far deary?....Anyway had your breakfast?...hear from you real soon
*cutie voice*Oh dearie i am sooooooooooooooo fine...thank you for asking darlinggggggggggg you are so sweettttttttttttttttt Im sure you know me well enough to call me deary from my profile but i am not interested in reading yours... sorrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeee
5.hi been thinking of wat is ur msn account. U have one huh? hope so...if you do, add me
WWW@hotmail.com cos your details here is kinda simple and not very informative. Well if you want you can also sms me at 8888888888 when u r down or need help. I will try my best to help kay...ya i used to go down singapore for my business, well can we go for drink after my meeting or something huh. hope so. anyway really looking forward for your reply and pls dont forget to reply me ya.
Ha ha.. you seriously think im going to write down all my details down in friendster and my life is so simple for you to read? And spend my money calling some numbnuts if im feeling bad and blabber to a complete stranger?? Well you can continue wishing and hopin' becos im going to remember not to reply to you.
6.hi there...! care to add me in yr friendster at :
WWW@singnet.com.sg ??? hope to hear from u soon....see ya!
I dont get it really.. add a person who i dont know of? just bcos of this stupid msg? Oh Please... *roll my eyes and puke*
Carina
9:20:00 PM
on Sunday, September 19, 2004
Out of so many days... it had to rain today. Well i guess it put a dent on my Sunday plans. Oh well.. i guess i had enough fun on Friday to last me thru the whole weekend..Went to Holland V to hang out with Ally, Kevin, Darryl and Will. COOL BAND! The live band was fantastic. When they played Maroon 5 and Hoobastank.. i think the whole bar upstairs went nuts or something but it was so cool that i will go again for sure! WO HOO!.. Then we headed downtown. Thanks Ally for driving. I didnt have much to drink that night. 1 long island, 3 Lychee Martinis, 1 tequila sunrise. Didnt really do much for me although i did loosen up a bit. The band is good and the lead singer is pretty cute. LOL Will go again next week! Yeah!!
Cant remember what i did on Saturday.. shit.. I spent the whole of today.. well most of it trying to convince my bro to go out.. damn rain..
Now Cole.. u better wake up soon so u can download more songs for me! LOL
Carina
9:02:00 PM
on Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Today is pretty fun for me. I went out with Winnie and shopped the whole day. LOL That girl must be filthy rich! She bought so much stuff! LOL Way to go girl.. Anyways for the update on our day..feel free to go to her blog to read it.. Just click the link on my FRIENDS section.
Moving on...
Winnie and I decided to each blog 10 things i hate and love about myself... Im going to try and fill up the list.. LOL
10 Things i hate about myself
1. My temper: I can explode sometimes. Warning: Dont talk to me when its that time of the month.
2. Patience
3. Punctuality: Im working on it.. Honestly. I set all my clocks ten mins later.
4. Dress sense: Could be better
5. Health: Could be better too
6. Laziness: Hopefully that will go away eventually. Who am i kidding..LOL
7. I hate myself for not exercising more to keep fit.
8. I wish i dont look like a hamburger.
9. I trust people easily. Naive
10. Be more ambitious??
10 things i love about myself
1. My height..Im tall and i love it... never miss me in the crowd
2. Stubborness.. Good thing: I believe in myself
3. Soft hearted...at times..
You know what? I dont need to make a list.. I accept the way i am and i love myself. Bad or good, its all part of me although there are things i can work on.
10.
Carina
1:24:00 AM
on Friday, September 10, 2004
*starts to drink heavily.*
I figure out the only way to numb myself from the pain of illness is to drink heavily. Well that, and i still have half a bottle of vodka to go.
So here i go typing this semi-sane piece.
As some of you curious cats out there, the reason why im sick is because of the Jurong water park. I went there with my cousins and got a cold. So here i am...lazing around and have not been working for 2 days.
There is no good tv.. the only channel i could watch the whole day is Discovery Travel and Adventure. I totally give up any traces of hope that Channel 5 or 8 would come up with some good programs. Bascially i feel that all the local productions are just same storylines or themes with different characters. Its always good over evil, family is the best blah blah blah. COme on.. Give us a break... Isnt it enough that our MORALS have to be taught in school? LOL And now tv brainwash. Geez.. Civics Morals... Move aside parents. We are going to teach your kids all about BGR.. How to say Thank you.. And if they have any questions on birds and bees, we would just demostrate with a skeleton from the Biology lab.
I remembered when i was in Sec 3 and we were having a "discussion" on BGR and i had an opinion about something "As always" and basically the teacher just overturned what i thought and made us listen to her. Good way to go. Maybe we should just have the Cultural Revolution like China. Not much difference.
I watched The Terminal yesterday. I brought a hood jacket with me and at the end of the movie.. my hood was trenched with tears. I really like Tom Hanks. When i watched Forrest Gump, i had the same reaction. The character he portrayed in the latest movie was very well written. Maybe i was touched over his devotion to his father and his thoughtfulness to Amelia. A person who never give up and adapts to his environment. I know that certain parts of the movie is not very realistic but damn... i think i desperately want to believe the good of the world. This movie also portrays that the human nature is vibrant and compassionate. Go watch it if you can. Good material for sociology buffs.
Carina
8:59:00 PM
on Tuesday, September 07, 2004
I wish the world could be at peace. Sometimes i wish i dont read the papers. Maybe they should rename it "Tragedy Central". I am really saddened by the situation in Russia. I wonder if i will live to see the day where everyone will just calm the fuck down and work together instead of trying to hold each other by the throat.Well most probably i wont.
Where is the fun in killing someone else? Will things change if someone is dead? Death is not a funny business. Everyday when we read the newspapers, someone is dying or dead. But what we fail to remember is that the person has a life before too. And that life is gone forever. One day, it would my turn. I want to die happy. Life is really too short to be disgruntled.
To everyone in my family (Grandparents, aunts, cousins-you get the drift): I wouldnt know what i would be like without you and i love you guys. Thank you for being part of my life and i wouldnt want to trade you for anything else.
Carina
10:50:00 PM
on Monday, September 06, 2004
Clockwise from Left: Me, Ally, Jade, Grace, Serene, Valerie and Janice
Carina
1:41:00 PM
Allyson and Me at Val's Birthday party!
Carina
1:40:00 PM
on Friday, September 03, 2004
Phew..I think i experienced true happiness last night. I screamed on top of my lungs for 20 whole minutes. I saw my results, called my mom and yelled loud enough to wake up the whole neighbourhood. My mom thought someone broke into our house.. LOL Well i didnt get fantastic results but i managed to stagger thru most of my papers except for one. I am damn happy! I cant get to sleep. The after effect is still hovering around me! LOL
You may be wondering why i am so freakin happy even though my results arent fantastic...
1) I went to Thailand once before exam and once during exam hence not much studying time.
2) I was bothered by a freakin idiotic A**hole... Nuff said
3) Helping out with my aunts' business
4) Skipped lectures and didnt do any tutorials
5) Skipped revision lectures-most classes..except for that AF class- the lecturer from HK who happens to have a really cute butt btw..( I hope he read this)..LOL
6) Im not smart. I just cant think out of the box. Damn me and my brain!
Im really lucky to be able to scrap thru and weird enough...this incident gives me the much needed strength and confident to move forward and work hard for next semester.
Another good news: My grandpa is responding a little better to the treatment. He is in his seventies but he is strong and i hope everything will really work out well for him. I have to say that he is really tough. He doesnt whine about treatment..in fact he wants to be treated. He still walks around to the coffee shops and try his best to carry on his life as normal. I cant imagine the pain that he is going thru and how his mind is filled with many thoughts but he hides them so we wouldnt have to be sad or worried as much. I am just amazed at the fact that he changed the whole atmosphere to semi-optimistic. I dont know what i would do if it is me.
You might not know him and think that he is just another old- timer. For me, he is full of strength and courage.
Keeping my fingers crossed that everything will be okay.
Carina
2:23:00 AM
