on Thursday, May 06, 2004
I am so behind on my studying that i am going to fail every single subject.
I remembered a "friend" telling me that i should never wear sleeveless shirts because of my big fat arms. I wonder, since when it is acceptable for my friends to dress me up? (Friends being a very subjective word here) Okay so i have big fat arms. Apparently it is a big deal and big arms since i am taking the time amid my very busy schedule (busy being another subjective word) to write this. So i have big fat arms, big ass, whatver. Are friends supposed to scruntinised my body now? Sorry i am not perfect and i am not some twig girls (Not insulting anyone here) skinny or slim or whatever. The funny part was the "friends" actually told me that if i am fat, no guys would date me. Hello!! Its time to move on! We are not in kindergarten anymore! I find it incredibly silly that people let media lay out the reality thinking that it is real whatever that is shown on TV. So supermodels are all over the tv and what? I am not stereotyping but most of the guy friends i have want their girlfriends to be really tiny. Its like " Oh she is tiny i am going to ask for her number!" ????? But then again this is from my side of the world. So tiny is "in" now.
The "Friends" will also give me the "poor sad lonely without someone special" glare at times. So now if i dont have someone special, i must be a loser. Relationships are a bonus not a prize. Stop bragging it!
I love myself ( though i do have to change certain things abt myself that even i find it revolting). I love the way i look. I love my life.
If a guy doesnt want to date me because i am fat, so be it.
P/S Gotta run...will reply to all these tag board msgs later!!
Carina
12:02:00 AM
