on Thursday, August 04, 2005
I have been cleaning my room for about 5 hours. It is still not totally done yet. But well, the rest will have to wait.
Usually, when i clean the clutter and mess, i will feel better. Its like im removing the junk out of my life. But today isnt the case. I feel panicky and troubled. Like a ton of waves washing over me.
I need someone to snap me out of this black hole.
Why cant i have better self control?
Carina
12:07:00 AM
