on Thursday, August 17, 2006
I am so tired.
Matters like using packets of tissue papers to "chop" seats amuse the hell out of me. Its a whole new transition and a whole new culture. What if someone throw your tissue away? Yell at him. " Which company you work for? Where are your bloody ethics!!!!". No, i have not yet encounter an incident like that yet.
I am so tired.
I dont dread going to work everyday although i am still very unsure if this is the job for me. However, im just too stubborn to give up at such an early stage. I just have a problem getting out of bed every morning.
I am so tired.
I have not completed my work for the day, i wanna sign up for classes, i am working towards New York. At the end of the day, its all about family. I like coming home and having my family ask me, " Hows your day at work today?". I love grandma calling me at work, asking me to go over for dinner but letting me know that its ok if i couldnt go over because of work. Im not ready to give up. Not ready to throw in the towel.
I am so tired.
Time is truly precious. Im sorry i wasted so much of it. I know i have photos unsent, emails not replyed to, people i havent met for a while and things i havent had the time to do. Please forgive me, dear friends.
Carina
11:02:00 PM
