I Dont Need No Thought Control

on Thursday, October 05, 2006

Vicious cycle once again.

Here i am, trying to path my own way thru but yet i keep getting sucked back into the vaccum. I hate it. I hate to be conventional. There isnt much to think about. I know what i want. The reward at the end is just way too attractive for me to let go. Work hard? Work harder.

Thats me. Perhaps im not THAT jaded yet.

The Yoga classes have taught me to focus. Bring the awareness back to myself and concentrate. FOCUS. Be kind to myself.

You give me something -James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Carina
10:23:00 PM