on Saturday, May 22, 2004
Have you ever thought of what type of person you want to me? It seems that everytime when we go thru a " life changing experience", we wish to be better in certain ways or at least have minimal changes? I am a soon to be OLD 21 and when i think of the " many life changing, death defying" (Now i am just spinning) experiences that i have gone thru, i wonder, do we really learn from our mistakes? Or really, as part of our " life long campaign" to be a "better person", can we really change and not commit the mistakes again?? Hence the DeJa Vu. Oh i have been here before. This is a weird logic but i think that mistakes are not so easy to cover up. Simply because we have committed it once before and the consequences of that error have been apparent. Are we really just our own actors? Do we pretend to know better when we dont really have a clue in the universe? Till now, i dont know what my purpose of going thru failures, mistakes etc. Is that really our antibiotic towards this big virus termed as LIFE? Do we really have to feel bad about ourselves now to feel good in the future? I wonder.
Carina
10:54:00 PM
