on Friday, September 03, 2004
Phew..I think i experienced true happiness last night. I screamed on top of my lungs for 20 whole minutes. I saw my results, called my mom and yelled loud enough to wake up the whole neighbourhood. My mom thought someone broke into our house.. LOL Well i didnt get fantastic results but i managed to stagger thru most of my papers except for one. I am damn happy! I cant get to sleep. The after effect is still hovering around me! LOL
You may be wondering why i am so freakin happy even though my results arent fantastic...
1) I went to Thailand once before exam and once during exam hence not much studying time.
2) I was bothered by a freakin idiotic A**hole... Nuff said
3) Helping out with my aunts' business
4) Skipped lectures and didnt do any tutorials
5) Skipped revision lectures-most classes..except for that AF class- the lecturer from HK who happens to have a really cute butt btw..( I hope he read this)..LOL
6) Im not smart. I just cant think out of the box. Damn me and my brain!
Im really lucky to be able to scrap thru and weird enough...this incident gives me the much needed strength and confident to move forward and work hard for next semester.
Another good news: My grandpa is responding a little better to the treatment. He is in his seventies but he is strong and i hope everything will really work out well for him. I have to say that he is really tough. He doesnt whine about treatment..in fact he wants to be treated. He still walks around to the coffee shops and try his best to carry on his life as normal. I cant imagine the pain that he is going thru and how his mind is filled with many thoughts but he hides them so we wouldnt have to be sad or worried as much. I am just amazed at the fact that he changed the whole atmosphere to semi-optimistic. I dont know what i would do if it is me.
You might not know him and think that he is just another old- timer. For me, he is full of strength and courage.
Keeping my fingers crossed that everything will be okay.
Carina
2:23:00 AM
