on Thursday, May 19, 2005
I think i have been behaving very out of my element recently. Although it might not be great excuses, i will attribute it to PMS-ing, fever and just being crazy.
To the folks, who have been made uncomfortable or got freaked out by my behaviour, i am so sorry. I need to tame this lil demonic side of me. LOL Sometimes, it just rear its ugly head. Although, in my defense, I tend to be very "heat-on", i dont listen to my head. Now thats a bad combo too. :S
But on the another point, i am feeling sick sick sick right now. One " sick" just isnt enough to capture the magnitude of the problem. LOL
Yesterday, I was sitting at Macdonalds with Willy. As usual, we started talking again about life, what we want and problems that we both are facing. What is new eh? LOL i will always remember this, " They just make it too darn easy for us to de-root and go,".
But im just happy that i know i have friends who will help me out of the hole.
Merci Beaucoup Monsieur Eric, I dont know what to do if you are not there to give me comfort and advice in time of despair. * okkk dramatic* But i mean it. Thats the best thing being out of TVM and joining Pink Powers. Hmm No Caelis.. i still like you and DomiDeus. LOL
All these gave me a great idea of what to do for my holidays. I cant wait. LOL Im going to go " look for myself". Im just really confused and i need to feel or rather, get in control again.
I wish of blue birds in the spring,
To give your heart a song to sing,
And then a kiss, but more than this,
I wish you love.
I wish you health,
And more than wealth,
I wish you love.
Carina
11:34:00 AM
