on Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Got an eye infection. Of all things... * Grumbles* Now my eye is all red and puffy. Geez.
I was reading those past entries i wrote. Boy do i make a lot of mistakes in my life. I guess, to err is human. I wish i wont make those mistakes ever again. But of course, it will creep up on me when i least expect it. Of all the things we have, why dont we get classes like " How to pick a better boyfriend 101" or " How to look for your purpose in life" etc. Maybe they make me stronger, maybe they make me cynical. If only i know.
Where is my connection in life? Where?
On a brigher note, i saw my grandparents last Sunday. Boy, i didnt know that i missed them that much. My grandma, being the motherly and caring matriach, insisted that i had to be well fed by her. My grandpa looked a lot better too.
I think i am so blessed in so many lil ways. I have great grandparents, lovely cousins, a materialistic comfortable life. But why do i feel so empty and alone sometimes?
Carina
4:27:00 PM
