on Monday, February 27, 2006
I havent been feeling that great, physically. I seem to be more prone to illnesses compared to before. Ok, that is just bloody sucky.
Something seems to be stuck in my throat, or at least i have the feeling of that for a few days now. Me, being the ultimate procrasinator and well because i finally couldnt take it anymore , dragged myself to the clinic. Of course, this doctor has no idea what i am suffering from since she has no microscopy equipement in the facility. Hence she wrote a referral letter for me to bring to an A&E department. "But my case isnt an emergency," i said. She tried to convince me that although i will get an earful from the ER's staff, it is a cost saving method. :s WTF.
Came home, decided to seek a second opinion. Alright, i just cant bring myself to go to A&E because it just seems really weird. My impression of emergency rooms is tons of people bleeding, open wounds or what not. Me? Oh i feel that something is caught in my throat for a few days now. Maybe they will decide that i should be referred to Buangkok (Mental institute) instead.The second doctor was more thorough in her examinations. However, right now, i still dont have a clue in the world what i am suffering from. She has no idea either. Trying out the medications she prescribed to stop inflammation. I would have to return to her clinic for a blood test (YIKES I HATE NEEDLES!!!) if the swelling does not subside.
I need a chocolate cake to cheer myself up.
Do you believe in signs? Things happen for a reason or just coincidental? Sometimes we brush off the "subtle hints" as coincidentals probably because of self-denial. Or maybe we embrace the signs as reaffirmations when we arent feeling strongly about certain things and we desperately need a direction on how to proceed.
Carina
10:43:00 PM
