I walked out of the exam hall feeling like crap. For the past 2 years, the aftermath of taking econs paper would be shitty for me. The subject seems to be easy for some people but not me. Such an irony. To think i am a business student.
The first thing i did after leaving the hall was to call my mom.
Mom: How was the paper?
Me: Mom, *sigh* cant do it. It was bad.
Mom: We will see how it goes. Concentrate on the others for now.
Thats my mother. She always encourage me to make the best choices for my life and if i screw up, she will be the safety net. I wish i know how to make better choices. Graduating is crucial. She has been slogging so hard for so long. She has been giving and i have been taking. Its time for the roles to be reversed. I wish i could be a better daughter.
No use crying over spilled milk. I have to pull myself together to handle the other papers.
Carina
9:41:00 PM