I am beginning to truly appreciate the perplexities of a journey. Sometimes, i am just a passenger. Other times, i am the driver, picking people up and dropping them off, going towards my destination.It is never a straight path, thats what i appreciate the most. Perhaps, taking a detour isnt so bad afterall.
I have also been thinking alot about family and how much i enjoy spending time together with them. Sitting in front of the box watching tv with dad and Will or just hanging out with my mom. The recent happenings just taught me how precious they are. The notion of moving out to get my own space is always in my head. The thoughts of travelling and getting a job abroad seem so tempting but i am not sure if i am able to be on my own, living a life away from the people i love. As much as i will be getting new experiences but i am uncertain if the trade-offs will be worth it.
MBB and i had a great day together. Even though, i took a tumble and bruised my knee, it didnt ruined my day. I felt the warmth in sincerity. Someone is looking out for me. In the daylight, i could get a clearer picture and it wasnt disappointing.
Carina
10:22:00 PM
