on Thursday, November 13, 2003
Deadlines. I hate the word deadline and putting an expiry date on anything. A couple of days ago or maybe a few months ago, i am starting to have the anxiety that the end is looming near. I am afraid. Im scared of things coming to an end. I hate to fear. Why am i scared? Why should i fear anything? I wonder if its my mind or my heart thats playing this cruel trick on me. Or is it a sign that something is going to happen? I want to keep everything going the way it is. I wish i could do something to make the fear go away. What is it thats intended for me to do?
Carina
10:05:00 PM
