on Monday, October 13, 2003
I cant sleep. I am scared. I don't know which one is worse. I have a feeling in my gut that something bad is going to happen but I cant put my finger on it. Im not really sure what it is or where I got the vibe from. Maybe its because I think too much. My imagination tends to run wild. I hate dreams and nightmares. For me, I always experience Deja Vu. Frequently!!! No, don't come and ask me for 4-digits or striking lottery numbers. I am not that lucky. LOL My dreams always revolves on losing a loved one. Experts said that our dreams echo the deepest fears inside us. Maybe it is true. Anyways, I cant sleep dammit!!!! What can I do? I should go study for my marketing test but lord knows I wont do that. Sigh.
I was watching a news channel from US and it has a segment called "Today loves the 80s,". It showcased some movies and dramas from the 80s! One thing I don't like is the retro music. YIKES! Sorry I am not a retro fan. Cant F*cking stand it! I like Dirty Dancing though-the movie and the soundtrack. I even saw the original Simpsons. Cant believe it. Never thought I will ever see the clip!!! To be totally honest, I wish I was born in the earlier generation. That's why I can experience the revolutions and rallies. Be infused with magical music from the old standards. Dress like a hippie and do the peace sign! LOL! Man I totally miss out on that. I think im born in the wrong country too. Wrong country, bad timing. Sigh. Maybe 2 wrongs make a right.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Carina
11:38:00 PM
