on Tuesday, June 06, 2006
The fear strikes close. I am scared of losing control. Part of being in control of my life is knowing that the people i hold close to my heart are safe and well.
Grandpa has not been feeling well. I am scared out of my wits. This isnt a moment when i can snuggle up to someone and wait for the storm to pass. I dread the sense of helplessness. I understand the pain he is going thru but i cant feel for him. He must be terrified.
Pray. I will pray.
Carina
11:37:00 PM
