I Dont Need No Thought Control

on Monday, December 26, 2005

2005 is coming to an end.

This year has been pretty mellow for me. I have lost some and gained some. Definitely older but probably none the wiser. School didnt get any better. * I still hate it.* Highlight of the year? None that i could recall of at the moment. However, the fact that this year is passing by without major glitches is a huge consolation for me.

At the age of 22, its a little disturbing for me not knowing or figuring out where i am headed. Some might say that i am not THAT old, *although the young ones beg to differ. Ha ha!* but as what my mom says, " You have to start thinking what you want to do before it is too late,". Whenever the what-do-you-want-to-achieve-in-your-life conversation comes up, my mind is a blank. I thought i would figure it out this year but i am still clueless. Then again, how could i make long term plans for anything? Change is the only constant in the world. It is especially hastened in this high tech revolutionary era.

As much as i try to pump reasons or excuses into my head, i am slightly worried about not having a game plan. "Whatever floats my boat" was good before but getting older means having more responsibilities. How my life will be in the future will not just affect just me but my family. Strangely enough, i have a nagging feeling that anything i wanna do will probably be frown upon. LOL

Maybe i would find the answers in 2006. Just maybe.

On to another topic, i have been quite intrigued by astrology recently.
Here's an overview of my sign:

23 July - 23 August

Leo is the fifth Sign of the Zodiac. These people are impossible to miss, since they love being centre stage. Making an impression is the main goal for Leos, and when you consider their personal magnetism, you can see the job is quite easy. Leos are an ambitious lot, and their strength of purpose allows them to accomplish a great deal. The fact that these people are also creative makes their endeavours fun for them and everyone else. It's quite common to see a Leo on stage or in Hollywood, since they never shy away from the limelight. They are also supremely talented and have a flair for the dramatic. Warmth and enthusiasm seems to seep from every Leo pore, making them a pleasure to be around. And they do love pleasure.

Leos are symbolised by the Lion, the king or queen of the jungle - a most appropriate mascot, since these people consider themselves the rulers of their universe (and the Zodiac). Like Lions, Leos tend to be dignified and strong, and it is this sense of their power that allows them to get things done. A Leo on your team is a good thing, since Lions are eager to see their projects through to completion.

Putting these folks at the helm is a good thing, too, since the Leo-born are natural leaders. They may ruffle a few feathers along the way, however, since they can also be overbearing and somewhat autocratic. This may be in keeping with the Fixed Quality attached to their Sign - Lions are indeed opinionated and set in their ways. They are also well-organised, idealistic and have a knack for inspiring others.

Leo is ruled by the Sun, the centre of the universe and the fuel for our being. In much the same way, Leos consider themselves indispensable and the centre of the universe, and those who would tell them otherwise had better look out. Lions are outgoing, confident and have tremendous energy. The Lion's enthusiasm is boundless, and along with that comes generosity of spirit and the determination to succeed. That focus may be construed as vanity, and even bossiness, at times, but Lions would disagree and continue along their regal path. Regardless of appearance, those born under this Sign can be counted on for their loyalty and sense of honour. They are also decisive, intensely proud and wonderfully romantic.

The Element associated with Leo is Fire. Everything about the Lion's personality is hot. Those born under this Sign are fearless and strong, which may be why Lions plunge in headfirst. Thankfully, Leos are dignified enough not to commit too many mistakes. It is the Lion's unswerving courage that wins so many people over. If you need someone to lead the charge, call a Leo - the bigger the project, the better, since they love an expansive stage (and the audience that comes with it).

While some would call Lions status-conscious, Leos are actually warm-hearted and want everyone to be happy. It's their kingdom, and happy subjects make for a perfect peace. Furthermore, it's the great gift of the Leo-born to be dynamic, forward thinking and self-confident. These attributes certainly catch the attention of others, making Leos very sought after by both friends and lovers. The Lion's charms extend to all, even to the children they dearly love. The pleasure principle is paramount to the Lion, which makes Leos great spenders - they cannot imagine an uncomfortable throne.

Leos love to play. Those born under this Sign enjoy fun and games both outdoors and indoors (and with a group), so expect to find them playing tennis, football or a game of cards. Lions are also naturals at the gym, where they can show off their stuff to a crowd. When the lights are low, the essential Lion comes to the fore, since this beast is 90% fun and 100% romantic. The Leo lover is devoted, creative and almost too hot to handle. However, since Leo rules the heart and back, overzealous Lions may have to take a deep breath and slow down a bit. You can bet that the Lion's home will be swaddled in royal purple and gold.

The great strengths of the Leo-born are their creativity, idealism and leadership. Lions don't lack in ambition, either, so they're likely to accomplish a lot - and have fun while they're at it. Their warmth and loyalty ensures that others will always enjoy being with them as well.

*G, i am clueless about it too most of the time. Its like the blind leading the blind. Its best that you do what you deem fit.*

Carina
10:58:00 PM